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Friday, September 29, 2006
BAD DAY; BAD DAY
ytd while watch the VCD yu xuan lent mii, someone returned hm. damn lohh. the first ting done when she went into her rm.
SHE: WHERE IS THE FONE~!
mii: how ii noe, ii din even touch it - switchin off the teebee ii was watchin halfway-
den my sisters turn.
SHE: THE FONE LEI~!
sis: ii din take, ytd ryan findin for it liao lohh.
SHE: OF ALL THINGS GONE MISSIN; Y DUN HUMANS GO MISSIN [ euu all noe hu she meant by tis ]
mii: -kept quiet, lookin around for it-
sis
SHE: OFF THE COM~!
sis
sis
SHE: TURN OFF THE TEEBEE~!
sis
*words in upper case is she shoutin.
somemore ytd my eyes gotten more swollen loh, den still quite painful de. den URGH~!
so the process of findin tt tuupid cordless fone continues, my sis ( the elder) din bother abt the thing. den we looked through all the rms le but dere was no vaild. the livin rm was too bein messed around. the onli place we din enter is the Master BEDRM.
den my cousin came back. she told him tuu go find the fone in a nicer manner. -walao- treat us like shit ar come bk jiu shout n shout, like we all ar dead liddat. ya la, ya la. everything lost is my fault liddat lohh. things dun haf legs de ma, ii miss place it lohh, happii-!
suddenly got the urge tuu go out of the hse wif some clothes, but no place tuu go so haf tuu stay put. if ii relii had someplace tuu go tuu ii tink ii wun b returnin here till further notice liao. somemore my sis lehh, cannot leave them alone here ma. aiiya life is so diffcult. sometimes tings jus happens tis way wad tuu say.
after sometime all of us got slacken.
SHE was lyin in the bed slpin. so does my cousin. so ii went n watch the advernt children rather than searchin for it le. cus my skin is gettin all itch up. so damn itchy. aiiya din care abt it, finished my show saw my sis
den at nite was like so nice, cus we were sittin dwn eatin, den chatted abit. - tis is crazy; its makin mii mad. ii relii 4gt hu ii was last time. tings jus made a 180 degree turn in my life.
at nite my mum return, din saw her for 2-3 day le bah. she asked if we had eaten, den my sis
enough of ytd,
back tuu the day.
went tuu skool feelin verii moody, the day in skool started wen we were asked tuu go tuu the hall of the analysis of our results. the PRINCIPLE tok so much wen it comes tuu the sec 4E's den
wen the sec 5N's result's chart came out, jus said a few words - tt's it, bye- so tt's all.
yupps. so she mean we jus rely on our luck so we get so poor result lahh, den all the ENCOURAGIN WORDS goes tuu the 4E's cus wen the 4E's chart came out keep tokin non-stop den our's chart leii; so fcuk up lohh. the skool's band 3 was frm hu siia, drop frm the sky arh. yea rite. tinkin it was so easy den she do herself lahh.
make us miiss our PE lesson. so cant play games. Fcuk lohh.
back tuu class.
lessons as usual after tt. lessons nowadays ar goin through the Prelims papers.
after skool.
went tuu clementi, wif the usual ppls. haf lunch n chatted at the Mac for sometime.went hm after tt.
feelin so damn nt in place here,
Thursday, September 28, 2006
my prelims results.
Principle of accounts paper 1 - 22 over 30
paper 2- 38 1/2 over 70
combine humanities
Geography -19 over 50
Social Studies -13 over 50
combine science
chemistry practical -11 over 15
chemistry written -44 over 65
chemistry MCQ -14 over 20
Biology practical -5 1/2 over 15
Biology written -37 over 65
Biology MCQ -16 over 20
Mathematics paper1 - 39 over 80
paper 2 -20 over 100
English paper overall -40 over 100
overall pass two subjects niia,
the subject which ii pass wasn't good either.
sad le. cus the results ar worse than expected. perform much lesser than expected. haiis. mus buck up le. if nt hw tuu get my 12 point for O's although it is quite impossible, ii will try bah. nt try, is mus~!!
ok back tuu my day.
mornin woke up wif my eyes gettin more swollen den ytd. my eyes ar red. all the blood vessels ar showin le. horrible siia. kept my glasses on almost through out the day. den got sadded by my result's but still luffin around wif my friends.
niid tuu buck up le.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
the day started badly for mii. -kao-
woke up wif my eyes gettin abit swollen. when ii rub, -wa- pain siia
back tuu the previous nite, came hm,
her: -threw the thing on the table- the electricty bill was so high $340
we: -listen tuu her-
her: next time slp dun on tv, the fan switch gotta off it. -left for the rm-
hmm.
the switch which is nt turn off when the electrical appliances ar off. will tis affect the electricty bill-? Questionable`
she too does leave the teebee on while she slps. Questions-? nope.
she can leave everyting in the rm on went she is out. Questions-? nope.
back tuu us.
we were like tinkin. huh-? those appliance were off does it generate electricty-? he, himself tinks tt it doesn't.
it's rather lame tt she does it n then tells ppl nt tuu do it, rather contradicting eh~
he tinks.
he din noe le.
he tinks tt the hm isn't a good place.
he din like all those.
he tinks it's his fault
back tuu 2dae.
went tuu skool as usual. but wif a bit swollen eyes. in the mornin watch silent hill on yu xuan's creative zen, so din listen tuu wad the ting has tuu say, the movie lasted till mothr tongue lesson. cus of the skippin all these. den saw the final fantasy advent children- ii tink the name of the movie is liddat- den wanna watch den yu xuan said he has the VCD. so ii din watch. ii was aimin for tt movie budden dunno it's name niia.
after recess saw my chem teacher, said tt my chem results wasn't bad. woot~ afraid of my bio result le. hmm, proceedin wif the day, was bio lesson -the last 2 lesson of the day- saw my bio MCQ's mark. ii got 16/20. cus ii got back the OTAS form. after gettin the form bk ii realise my chem MCQ's grade wasn't 16/20 anii more, it was 14/20. sad siia. cus ii wrote the correct ans on the question paper, budden in the OTAS ii mixed up 2 question, shadin them in the wrong question. ohh well, nvm. ii got 30/40 for the overall science MCQ paper.
1 more thing RESULTS AINT OUT YET, the principal got hold of the paper, cus she wanna haf a look at the papers we haf done bah. no updates on when the papers will b out, budden ii tink it's tml bah
after skool went tuu spring mac for lunch, den bernice went squeeze the chill sauce n the chill sauce spill on mii. wa suay siia. eyes liddat liao den still kena tis thing. budden nvm bah. din haf the mood tuu get angry, jus luffin down dere, din noe y ii luff. den went tuu the toilet tuu wash, wash half my shirt, came out half wet half dry. after food went bk hm.
moodless for nw
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
nth much happened 2dae,
jus tat ii slpt for a long time frm around 5 plus ; 6 slpt till nw. hmm, ii wonder if ii will slp lata ma.
the day started well, as ii woke up n move out of the hse on time. reached skool ; den heard my friend's reason why she din attend skool ytd. den asked her tuu bluetooth song tuu mii.
my form teacher wasn't here for two days ler. Reason bein she hurt her soles while playin volleyball. hmm, she wun b attendin skool till friday; tis is wat my chem teacher said. hopes she recovers soon.
she was oso my POA teacher, so no POA lessons for the time bein but dere is worksheets.
after skool went tuu je library tuu study-? hmm, we went tuu eat the first ting we reached dere, hahas. we ate long john. den went tuu study at the top floor of the libray; the teen section-? studied for around 20mins jean n zong yang peng liao. ii remain as half slackish half motivated. tecky n jing han hardcore, can keep on studyin for quite some time time.
zong yang did someting verii funnii loh. here is hw it goes, jean, tecky n ii were tokin den half way through zong yang said someting ( he was like slpin on the table, motionless) . we din noe wad he was tokin abt, budden he said ii was slp tokin. LOL~ his face was funnii too, went he said ii was slp tokin. ii guess euu niid tuu b dere tuu c it eh~
after tt all went hm at around 4plus.
reached hm. bathe. den watch Feng Shen Bang` half way niia ii jiu fall aslp. cus the Nezha so shuaii, jean said tt tuu. hahas. anii way the Revolving Door Of Vengence is gonna end soon. SobSob, no more Wu Zuo Xi liao~ hahas. hmm, din catch the TeeBee for some time ler, URGH~!! , ii miiss qutie some shows for quite sometime eh~
hmm, dinner 2nite was spaghetti. hmm, tml ii will get back my result, ii guess my results will b rather disappointin bah~ SobSob.
a step closer tuu death~
feelin quite tired right nw.
another 2 daes to the finale;
the finale of my prelims results;
feelin rather happii for my geography cus my geography teacher said tt the class had improvement for the prelims, its betta den the mid-year. woo~
budden ii tink my result oso verii llan jiiao de lor. like my mid-year iii got 11 ii tink cus tt time ii ask my teacher tt wad result ii got, single digit-? den she say jus nice double. hahas.
if tis time is a betta result it would b most probably 15 or 16 over 50- wa lao,ii m so dumb leii. score so llao ya siia. dunno O's hw siia. siian. gotta buck up ler lohh. budden ii din noe hw.
hmm, something verii unusual happen,
as euu c in my second entry, my sis lost her wallet eh~
den after ii doze off at my computer table,-wa seh, power siia- den
my mum called n said: y she-my sis- lost her wallet n nv tell mii.
ii was :-stun- hw euu noe-?
my mum: someone called mii n said she found her wallet.
ii was: ohh.-gave my sis the fone-
tml ii tink haf tuu go wif her tuu BP tuu collect her wallet bah~ wow` nice person eh~
look at the time , its midnight liao, ii mus getta bed ler. tat's all for nw. cya all in my dreams llata bah. `muahaha.
Monday, September 25, 2006
jus had around 2 hrs of slp den went tuu prepare for skool.
during skool was like so slack loh, study for two lessons ;- hmm, actually oso nv study anii ting lohh- den after recess was like hell in the classroom, no teachers. all was like tokin n playin around, did tis for the rest of the day till skool ends. after recess 11:15 till skool ends 14:00 leh, 2hrs 45mins do nth leii. the mornin lessons wasn't like tat but somehow, frm skool starts around 08:00 till 09:05 was geography, she was goin through the papers den ii was like tokin n lookin at a book tecky brought. after her lesson was mother tongue, anii way ii din retake my mother tongue so ii din haf tuu attend lessons. well slpt for the 2 periods of the lesson. after mother tongue was PE. din feel like attendin it, cus my stomach was rumblin- hahas. sat dere n watch my classmate played soccer.
after skool had lunch wif my friends, the usual cliques. had the same ting,
went hm after tt,
went the bus was abt tuu reach my bus stop ii saw an accident. the accident was like a primary skool kid got knock down by a bus~! uh~! ii jus saw the kid lyin on the road, but he's still breathin.den ii din look liao. alighted at my stop n went back hm.
reachin the hse saw my sister n her friends outside the hse - ?? appears on my mind-
asked her y she was outside-?
she replied:ii lost my wallet.
ii was : huh-? hw it happen-?
blah blah blah.
can c thou she was sad, haiis, cant do anii thing tuu help her cus ii m in dire striats tuu. haiis.
失败；失败
the previous foto of the science center trip~
zong yang
tecky- teck heng
zong yang`
the air is dirty-? why is she covering her face-?
mii tryin tuu act cute` eek ` pui pui, hahas.
ASTERO BOY` which is mii` woo~
ASTERO BOY-? girl-? bernice's face ; astero girl~~
we ar lookin at dunno wat
bernice alone sitin down at the bench at the waterworks
the waterworks ; the place wher we all get wet, but zong yang is the wettest
bernice n zong yang at the science center mac.2.jpg)
vitamin C ; my friends gave it tuu mii`Sunday, September 24, 2006
had some kindda dream jus now,
dreamt of snake`
3 snakes around my hse. 1 was nt poisonous cus it was the milk snake, the other 1 was the opposite, the coral snake. the third 1 ii 4gtten le. the dream was frightenin but in the end ii chased the 3 snakes out. so lame eh~ it's probably a long time ago when ii had dreams.
dreams is like an interpretation of something, but ii din noe wat is it. probably ii would do some research on it bah.
The Interpretation
Your Dream: seeing 3 snakes in the house, one was not poisonous, the other one was poisonous and i forgotten about the third one, althought i was frightened, i scream and shouted ,but i managed to chase the 3 snakes out of the house
Words like snakes: A snake ready to strike means treachery from one you least expected; killing it means victory over enemies.
Words like house: Financial security. Happiness within the family. Honor and dignity. Being.
hmm, dun quite get the meanin eh~
ii m quite lame bah~
continuation of the day~
hmm, 2dae jus had 1 meal, which is my dinner. after dinner listen tuu some conversations tat my sis had.
another seven and a half hours ; ii haf tuu go skool
yea, another borin day. my cousin went n visit his sister in the AG home, with of cus his parent. ii tink my sis tagged along after she had done her things in her work place.
ii was alone at hm as ii din wanna tag along cus ii din wanna haf aniiting tuu do wif her le. cus ii din wanna hurt the ppl around.
hafin nth tuu do, ii did something tuu my blog.
ii changed somethings within the blog template, n add something else.
the addition was the windows alert. fun eh. n ii added the lyrics of the song. woo~
tis is probably the best amendments so far, cus ii squeezed all my brain juices tuu tink of it de. so ii will make betta amendments.
the prelims haf officially ended tis week. tml will b the start of official lessons. OMG~ tis means 'O' levels is another step closer. the playing mode within mii is still on, still hafin slpless nites, tossin n turn went ii m exhausted, my mind jus din comply. tis is terrible, hafin so little time so much tuu study~ tings ar gettin outta hand. niid tuu study as well as play. but playin seems tuu b always in the number 1 status. URGH~!! gotta change tt, gotta change tuu studyin tuu the number 1 status. oh my, diffcult tuu done as compared tuu sayin, anii way ii m sure ii can do it eh. nth is tuu diffcult, as euu sets ur heart tuu it.
Yeah~ tinkin of tt ~ relieve`
Saturday, September 23, 2006
like anii other saturday, ii stayed at hm.
nth tuu do. jus slp throughout the dae. jus had 1 meal, which is my dinner.
another thing happen, my com problems resurface- siian- most of my things ar inside. din tink ii would b onlinin tat often, but ii will blog as usual bah, cus dere ar other com for use, but mus take turns bah-siian.
days passes by,
days nearer n nearer tuu the startin of nightmare~
Friday, September 22, 2006
jus reach hm, hmm, tok abt ytd, ii went out at the nite tuu mit my friends. anii way all was late eh~ hahas. my friend passes mii the vitamin c tablets siia, cus ii m in a rather bad state tis few weeks bein sick, den well again den sick again~ waoh. den we were like tokin n smokin den ii ask hw much m ii worth, den someone replied 2cents~ wa lao ii m so cheap lor. anii way slack around findin things tuu do. 'someone' suggested tuu play mahjong~ wa, ii haf skool the day after leii, den went n called around lookin for uniform. den all of us went n played pool b4 departin for mahjong session. played till 5 dawn den all was like hungry ler-woo~ ii din lose but ii won~ yea. four of us went tuu S11 tuu haf breakfast. after breakfast smoke a stick den return tuu my friend's hse cus ii din wanna go hm.
slp for around 2 hrs den left for skool. den guess wat, ii jus borrowed a PE shirt frm my friend den ii wore my jeans n slippers tuu skool. b4 goin in my friend reminded mii tuu put on a plaster tuu fake. the guard let mii in eh~ woah, so nice siia. went tuu the practical bein the special one as ii m the one wearin tt way. aiya ii oso din care much. after the lesson thought of goin hm n get some slp. budden another grp of ppl called mii tuu go out. ii din feel so tired so went on wif them.
so, dey decided tuu go science center, - it was like so long ii haf been dere- budden ii din haf anii more money left bcus ii was so damn broke for the month so my trip was half subsidise. hahas. went in, - woo~ changed quite abit ler bah. den ii wanted tuu go n play in the waterworks. hmm, went dere splash water around makin ourselves wet~ ii was the lucky one as ii had other shirt wif mii. after tt we went tuu the mac n slack,n mit another friend.
at around 7 plus went tuu jp tuu find another person. tok abit den went hm.
in the bus ii was damn blur lo. ii was tired den dozed off, when ii opened my eyes den ii din noe wher ii m,-LOL~ soon came tuu realise wher ii m ler. hahas.
jus reach hm eh~ anii way wasn't feel tired leii. guess tml ii will wake up verii late bah.
another day closer;
Thursday, September 21, 2006
went tuu skool in the mornin~ wa wth lohh, woke up late; reach skool oso late. probably cus of the so called hoildays- actually it's tuu let us prepare for the o's de. everyday slpin verii late the time for skool is like the time for slpin loh.
on the way tuu skool saw another hua yi de. ohh, he was late for sure. den reached skool at around 0740 liddat lo, the sheriff saw mii den ask mii got exams eh~ den ii was like yea~ den the one behind,- dun niid tuu say liao loh, sure kena one- sad siia.
when on wif my exams den while doin ii was like so sleepy. almost closed my eyes n do. after exams all was like ytd nite did something intensive-half dead. hahas, budden all is like ytd cant getta slp loh.
anii way accompany my friends for breakfast den went hm. cus wanna get some slp den probably 2nite can go outta. n tml still haf tuu practice the practical for bio -wa lao- so last min de. so siian. hmm, dun feel like goin but wad ta do, no more practice ler, dun wanna go oso cannot.
woo~ finally prelims ar over. budden O's ar nt yet over. sad~
aniiway hope for the betta
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
in the afternoon went tuu entertainment tuu eat pizza hut, and played acarde.
after acarde went tuu chill out at science center~ woot~ we played five ten, loser haf tuu run across the dunno wad shit fountain, the one like the bugis tt 1 loh. den ii lose two times siia. fan two times siia. anii way the first time ii wasn't wet but the second time ii kena some, den ii was abit wet, the last round zy was the one tuu kena. he ran one time n was veri wet~ woo~ hahas.
the thingy oso stopped. jus nice.
after tt bernice went hm. leavin mii, jean , teck heng n zong yang. so all of us went tuu the mac tok abt the poly we ar goin n the courses we ar goin tuu take. interestin topic, my first choice is sp eh. cus mrt can reach liao. woo~ easy~ tok till 11plus den all went hm cus of the upcomin exams tml, -hahas- if we continued tuu stay dere probably ii would b stayin in zong yang's hse liao lo, anii way ii tink his smaller size uniform ii can oso wear bah- hahas-
days passes by`
changed my skin le, budden ii still tink another skin was betta budden ii din noe hw tuu insert it, when ii insert it , -it like came out onli the front page, all the navigations were gone- woah~! so sad~!! ii like tt skin siia~!! hais. but bcus of tt skin all my things were kindda messed up,- no no it's nt kindda messed up, it's completely messed up~!! URGH~!!
it took mii some time tuu find a new skin. insert it den upload.wa gan siian lor. anii way found new skin. budden all my links ii gotta go find again~! ii din get much slp n this thing come n torture mii somemore- wa lao- jus got like 4-5hrs of slp cus ii jus cant get tuu slp.
ii slept at around 5am, den woke up around 9, 10 liddat. relii cant get tuu slp. din noe wad had happen. hmm, anii way, ii should b fine when skool's officially starts for mii. n tml had tuu go skool for my last prelims paper, which is the science MCQ's paper.
hmm, quite relax, cus probably ii tink tat paper wun b verii diffcult bah. budden hu noes-yea- cus ii m nt the setter of the paper.
anii way mornin wasn't borin 2dae. had some ppl chattin wif mii. -tuu double it up- blog causes some problems for mii. hais, tis might b the beginin of my problems 2dae.
still haf a long ady tuu pass by`
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
another borin day has passed,
2dae cooked fried rice again- ah~! cus my sisters n ii was hungry. hmm, tis time is more appealin. yupps. the process was quite like the same as b4. budden tis time my hand got scalded.
the day when on,
notice some of the changes around, some ppl in tis place was so fake.
act like so inoccent. eek. wad the heck, like real lohh.
my relations within tis place was nt gettin anii wher. instead of b comin betta ii went down hill. anii way ii din wanna care anii more. jus let it b ii m tired of maintainin something tt was like impossible. probably ii was nt within the circumference tt ii can control, or its jus ii din wanna take effort. b it anii thing, ii m too tired tuu do aniithing anii more.
days passes by,
ii was like waitin for ppl tuu call mii out thru msn or wad-so-ever ii was like doin tis every single day, den zong yang called mii askin mii tuu miit them for dinner. den ii was like din wanna go out de. din noe y ii jus agreed-hahas. mit at clementi den walk tuu west coast tuu eat. had our dinner at dunno wad place- probably ii got STM so ii din rmb the name.
during dinner ii was like so siian lohh, all the food doesn't seems tuu haf taste~!! wa lao~!! all tasteless lohh, cus ii was like dwn wif flu~ nvm.
after dinner din noe wher we wanna go cus all dun wanna go hm so early so all of us when tuu boon lay tuu slack-LOL. all the way frm west coast tuu jurong. anii way slack at our usual place the coffee bean. we ar like everytime dere-hahas, probably the crew dere oso noe us liao. den chatted till 2300 den send bernice hm wif zong yang n teck heng. so on the way decided tuu go tuu zong yang hse tuu stay de, budden dunno y cancelled ler. took 99 back tuu zong yang hse tuu take 187 hm reach hm around 12plus ler bah.
Monday, September 18, 2006
didn't know hw tuu start my blog.
guess ii outta topic when ii m at hm.
aniiway in the mornin ii heard tt my cousin called her, tellin her tt she wanna come hm, she's willin tuu go skool. she oso cried. she said something like ii wanna go ah ma hse, n ii m tokin tuu euu liao. like she did all these in the beginin all these would happen, she was like verii eager tuu move out n b on her own. act like it's easy tuu earn a living n provide for herself lor. all happen bcus she was stubborn. y din tink of the outcome when euu do something-? at the end den regret.
have ever thought y a person has tis kindda behaviour. -
-is it becus she was born tis way-?
-or she jus naturally bestold-?
to be actual. nobody was born a baddie-ii believe-.but instead all our character was created. created amongst the enviroment we ar in n the choice of path we decides. jus like in an abusive family ther ar two choices of path for the ppl growin wthin it, it's either euu grow up beiin predator or euu chooses nt tuu b a predator. all is due tuu the enviroment n the choices we make. one choices or another makes a difference. tis seperates the good n the evil. we ar all the same at first but slowly all of us changed. some changed for the betta some for the worst. some makes mistakes but was willin tuu change, some made mistakes again n again. so wat-? all paths ar choosen by urself n only euu can change it, other's could onli advice, but if tt advice falls into deaf ears n wad can we do. ther isn't much bah.
jus like bein so sturbbon, stickin tuu wad euu deem is rite, makes the whole of this incident. noein tis dae would eventually come, n tinkin its fun. in the end it was like sufferin. like tis oso happi ar- so bo liao lor-
woke up tis mornin din find my cousin around anii more. probably she went dere ler. anii way tis is her choice. no one forced her,mayb she tinks tt livin alone is the best, she din haf tuu c her mum face n probably tis is the best for her n everyone else. probably she might adapt tuu the livin dere n live happily bah. all is none of my concern ler. all is up tuu her le. she's on her own nw.
she has a friend inside bah. heard that bein inside is verii confine de. din noe hw long she can take it. but tis all happens bcus of her stuborness. so everything happens bcus she was stuborn.
the end product was like tis.
the day when on,
went out tuu westmall tuu cut my hair at the EC house, cut till verii tuupid lor. den after cuttin my hair went tuu walk walk. den went into tuu buy ear stud, den ii saw two security came n the shop keep was tell them tt ther were a guy n two girls stealin something bah. aniiway din meant tuu eavesdrop, hmm, nope cannot say eavesdrop cus dey ar jus tokin in front of mii. din wanna ear much so ii left.
den zong yang called sayin he verii siian. some more in the middle of his tution- wa lao, he so power de lor. tution oso can call ppl sayin verii siian. he is the best liao ler. anii way mit them after my westmall trip.
met them at eight at the acarde. den stun when saw xueyan, din noe he is comin. dey played for awhile den jie ying came. suddenly jie ying said bernice is comin-stun again- jus nw thought she din come, anii way the more the merrier-hahas. den when dwn tuu coffee bean n tok. half way through went tuu value shop tuu find my favourite snack, mamamee monster-hahas- budden din find anii-sadded. den zong yang n xueyan go buy cup noodles. xueyan was suay lor, he spill the whole thing on the table den kena bernice's wallet-she was like stun- julette came tuu, wa~ so many ppl liao ar. tok till around 11 plus liddat jiu go hm ler.
Sunday, September 17, 2006
my cousin's birthdae happens tuu b 2dae~ 16 sept
ii din noe, probably neither does my sisters noe
aniiway ii din wish her happy birthdae , cus ii din wanna tok tuu her. probably we had some misunderstandings in between ii din tok tuu her for quite sometime ler. anii way ii was like the bad person, every faults; wrongs lies wif mii. at first ii was like the personal voice recorder, record in here passes the msg dere n so on. when ever she-dunno wans was saii lla- den call mii tuu pass a msg tuu her`diao loh` den ii get the naggin. sometimes gif attitude lah. touch somethings in the hse will get bacteria n so on lah, all those craps. cant stand her/ even when ii m in an amist of something she call mii out tuu the livin rm tuu do wad leh- on the television- anii way she wun b here anii longer, in another 6-9 hrs she will b gone, tuu another hm.
she is verii naive leh, tinkin of goin 14 can go work or wad so ever tuu earn a livin- tt is bullshit lohh, like real next time euu can earn a livin workin in Macdonals. probably she can earn a ton- a ton of fries jiu you. plus her attitude, ii dunno who the hell can stand her.
anii way it's ok ler. her problems ar her's nw. it isn't part of mine. ii dun tink ii haf the ability tuu help her. ii m at my wits end. ii can't n will nt do anii thing more.
ii promised myself` anii way it's nt her fault, it's jus mii bein tuupid.
enough of her back tuu mii, hmm, my saturday was like no life lor, wanna die liao lla. every saturday rottin at hm. so siian plus somemore no ppl call mii out . like sitin down in front of the com pai chang ying siia. verii soon my saturdays will b dead.
n ii noticed tt my posts ar always a day behind time~!!!
Saturday, September 16, 2006
when tuu jean's hse wif xue yan n jieying for mahjong session ytd. ii mit xue yan at the mrt station den jieying went on by herself cus her hse is jus below jean's.
actually we should start promtly at 1900hrs de. bcus of someone hu is late for one n a half hours~ luckily we were waitin at jean's hse, if ii were waitin outside, ii sure dulan de. anii way all of us reached the place in one piece-hahas. we played for one round den jean's mother bought food for us-sooo nice of her mum. after the food n chatin. we continue till 0600hrs. durin tt time ii was siiao lohh, kept luffin at jieying's sacastic jokes abt saussages- get wat ii mean-?- hmm, for the whole nite guess how many rounds we played-?
= probably 3-4 rounds niia. ii tink other ppl played 6-7 rounds liao lohh.
after the mahjong session, we went downstairs n took a walk n chit chat. all was nt like in the mood lohh. all was- like half dead-. we tok abt next week's activity-ARGH~!! next week probably din haf anii thing on lohh. SIIAN~!! cus next week no nid tuu attend skool for the whole week except for the science paper 1 which is on thursday. my next week ii like no life liddat lohh~ jus keep rottin n rottin- sad case lohh- all my friends started plannin wad tuu do ler-sigh~
hmm, wad ii m gonna do next week-?
Friday, September 15, 2006
fridae mornin was kindda sad, woke up wif a little aches here n dere.
probably slept late. slpt at around 4am cus ii was playin dota wif xue yan, den some fatal errors came along den spoilt the game. ii was noob lor, gettin pawn- he was like hafin god-like- den ii din even get a double kill, budden ii gt a double gang. the idiotic AI came den both the heros' came n gang mii, n of cus in the end ii was killed.
mornin was borin wif nth tuu do. so had my breakfast den haf some flu medicine. feelin abit betta nw. nw oso like nth tuu do so siian~
lalala`
Thursday, September 14, 2006
2dae went for practical prelims, at the startin of the examinations we were asked tuu surrender our cell phones- all of the ppls whom surrender was frm my class` LOL- after tt we were taken tuu the respective labs.
the chem practical was alrite budden the bio practical suck lor, ii labelled the diagram wrongly. anii way ii din even look at my note lor, all in skool-wthg- hais. in the end my labelin was lame. aiiya ii dun wanna tok abt my bio practical liao. chem practical was kindda fun, ii went tuu heat some unknown hydrated salt till brown fumes came out`woot- the teacher in charge look at mii like ii m siiao liddat, anii way the teacher in charge was my form teacher.
after the end of practical, we were quarantined-yucks- hate it. so damn borin. dunno some idiot teacher was verii the GL- fuck off- ii shouted kao pei tuu my friend den she come n tok so much-fuck off lor, mind ur own business la- dun wanna elaborate on it.wanna noe den ask mii. ii will fill euu in
enough abt the idiotic person.
anii way after skool went tuu jp, cus zong yang wanna collect his mp4- so jelous ii din haf it- hahas. anii way life isn't fair eh. den went tuu the street soccer court in Toh Guan. played half way it rained, but continued tuu play on. so ii went hm drench- hahas. came hm around 5 plus den took a bath, after the bath ii was tired went tuu slp till 9 plus. woke up feelin hot- dead. ii m havin a fever-
nw feelin a little ache here n dere. feelin hot too. n the weather was like freakin cold.
ate my dinner
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
the end product of my cooking~ the looks like quite horrible, den my sis said no taste, somemore she is the one hu tell mii dun put too much dark soya sauce. listen tuu her den become like tis. hahas, nt her fault anii way. she did help mii wif the cookin- she did the beatin of the eggs` hahas.the thingy dunno look like wat siia-
din go aniiwher 2dae, cus ii was tired, frm the time ii woke up ii knew ii wun go back tuu slp in another few hrs time, plus my whole body was achin- din noe y-. went online for a few hrs n took my breakfast den went back tuu slp.
woke up around 6plus, hungry too den go cook maggie mee tuu eat.
den my mum called n told mii tuu brin my sis out for dinner, ii was broke din haf anii money wif mii cnt even go n draw money~!! wa lao` tis week reli like shit- still dunno when my next pocket money will b out. suay lor. no money spend~ so we decided tuu cook- cook wat leii-? prasta or fried rice- prasta no sauce, but easy tuu cook/ fried rice, long cookin time n diffcult. in the end the fried rice won~
The process~!
dug the whole fridge tuu find tings tuu cook wif, found onli some straw mushroom-diiao- anii way added some canned luncheon meat n mushroom again. cook rice, chop everyting, beat the eggs, den wait for the rice tuu get cooked. cook everyting like a normal person will do, n tt's all
tml practical goin on for mii, for bio ii tink can flunk liao la. ii oso dunno hw tuu draw flower or fruits siia- die lor-. ii reli pity those shift 1 de ppls, niid tuu b quarantine for so long sia. luckily ii shift 2 de- can go skool llata, keke.
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jean~n the tuupid photographer finger.jpg)
tecky n saussage~.jpg)
yang bein buried~ n tuupid photographer's finger againguess who is the pig photographer-?
the sentosa's cliques' tecky, jean, yang, saussage
dere is no skool 2dae, ii mean ytd, 12 sept, anii way ther isn't skool 2dae either, well went tuu sentosa. actually the plan was tuu miit at 10 in the mornin de, budden ii was llate~!-again~!- well ytd plan tuu stay awake de cus ii knew ii would b late if ii slp, budden ii fell aslp~ dots~ somemore ii was the one hu said mit at 10am the other day` if nt 4 jean ii tink ii wun b dere, cus she called mii lotsa time tuu wake mii up, thanx arh~` when ii reach was abt 11 ler, wa ii so da pai siia, let ppl wait for mii for so long- hide my face liao-
den we went tuu sentosa,n we went sun-tannin. sun tan till ii tink chao ta bah, jean's face was totally red, den xue yan leg was like 3/4 red 1/4 white lor-dots- den zong yang slp dere -diao leii, he can reli slp siia- teck heng whom is black gone blacker-LOL- den mii-? dey said ii become black liao.
played volleyball. ii n jean VS xue yan n teck heng, my team lost-boo- outta 3 games we played, we won... none. wat the flak. we lost tuu a amateur,which is teck heng. wa `pengs`. played soccer n freesbie~went swimin too` tecky dug a hole den we saw a grp of ppl approachin den ii was like sayin 掉进去，掉进去-softly- budden all dodge the trap, wa `siian` - ii m so bad- n when we ar movin off tuu bathe ii saw a guy slipped in. -ii was like hahaha-` ii m reli bad` we travelled all the way frm siloso tuu palawan tuu bathe- so lame- n ii wore my orange polo tee~ ii thought it looks like some kinda uniform-diiao-
after tt, went tuu harbour front n eat. after ur food we travelled back tuu boon lay, jp, tuu play pool n mit bernice. after pool when tuu coffee bean n chit chat. chatted till around 2345hrs den took a bus hm wif zong yang.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
pictures of us slackin at coffee bean(jp)
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look at the time nw, 1 plus ler, so it's tuesday ler~ jus came back frm jp` at dere nua -slack-
met up around 7 den nua till midnite den go hm, cus ii stomache -diiao- if nt ii wun b here updatin my blog ler~
we did a couple of tings in jp, like eatin snacks at our hang out -coffee bean(outdoor) - , ate long john, played pool, we bought polo tee's frm giordano, it's abt 13 dollars each piece becus 3 is for 39 dollars. ii bought an orange one, zong yang wanted a black one but no medium size~ den we all pursuade him tuu buy a navy blue de-saliva like finish liao den he accept our proposal`hahas.jieying got a pink one. it's like ages when ii bought new clothes for myself. ii din go for movie for quite some time too, probably months bah~ went tuu buy mamamee monster at second storey opposite cool station, always go dere tuu buy it, but din find anii 2dae so ask the person, den the person say tis snack too popular liao, alot ppl buy -sob- no mamamee monster.tokin abt tml, or ii should say llata tis mornin, mii gonna go sentosa~ yay~
enough of the nite, talk abt tis mornin, or should b ytd mornin cus it's nw mornin liao, went for my english paper2 prelims, fell aslp while readin halfway~ duh~! den somemore ii was bein woken up by a small knock, den ii got a shock frm it, after tt no mood for my paper2 , liddat sure die de. Another paper was my mathematics paper 2 oso, ii crack my brains for all the question lor`me quite poor ting, squeeze all the brain juices out liao, nth left inside. after the paper ii still haf time left den guess wad ii did` some thing verii lame de- ii went n tok tuu myself by writin on a piece of paper. oh no, ii've gone mad~!! probably bah.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
this mornin ii din haf the feelin tuu wake up, dunno y leii. doesn't even wanna stand up n walk tuu the com- nt like the usual daes wher ii will wake up n rush tuu my com b4 ii even brush my teeth- so ii jus lie on the matteress, tossin n turnin around wif my eyes closed. n ytd ii din even sleep late lor, some ting is wrong bah~ my wire gone sok sok liao.
ytd nite ii was like still playing wif the web cam den makin videos conversation, my friend started the converstion first, somemore no webcam jus look at mii- miiss mii arh- probably din getta c mii for quite a while- ii like so buay ba liddat, hahas- after tt played wif the other person budden tis time the person got webcam~ chatted awhile problems jiu arise liao` so haf tuu stop
kkies. enough of ytd back tuu 2dae,
rather unusual dae 4 mii, actually took my book out n take a look at the mathematical concepts, rather unusual eh~ usually ii wun even care, mayb after the reprimandation tt took place ytd, ii took an effort outta it, probably ii took the advice through the reprimandation bah. thou the scoldin was harsh budden, ii din feel the anger within, din even feel sad- ii m jus like numb tuu emotion liao bah-
hmm. another few more hrs tuu skool reopens~ wa siian still got papers somemore
another 12 more hrs
Saturday, September 09, 2006
time passes through slowly when euu wans it tuu pass quickly; n it passes slowly when euu wans it tuu pass quickly.
the time 2dae like passes through verii slowly for mii, one dae is like ten daes. damn slow lor.
tings started tuu change at nite probably more ppl online bah, den at least got ppl tuu chat wif nt so boring- tink it is time tuu widen my friends circle - cus ii probably haf verii little friends. as moii friend says friends ar oso fated. n if dere ar many friend n none is real den 4gt it` euu can chuck it all. hmm, tt make sense probably smaller social circle has it's benefits. ii shall reconsider. tt is thou rather contradictin. yupps, indeed.
den jus had my dinner- its like supper more than dinner, hahas- nth tuu do again took pictures of my class jersy.
hope tml ii dun haf tuu rot~ probably tml ii will study bah`after some encouragement
hopes for the betta
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rottin was wad ii did todae, n it was a saturday somemore~!!
tis is hw my saturday was spent, hw un-meaning-ful, n by tis time ii will probably be decomposed tuu minerals n beiin returned tuu earth. frm mornin ii was like waitin for ppl tuu call mii out le budden- sigh- wait till moii hair turn white oso nth happens~
hais~ all haf their own tings den leave mii alone~ probably ii was too free everydae` nth tuu do one. should find somemore bo liao friends liao bah, if nt every dae lidat ii will reli be decomposed de lor.
hmm, nw come n tink of it y don't ii go work lehh, probably cus ii dun wan bah wanna concentrate on exams budden ii still doesn't haf the feelin tuu start revisin` my 'O' tis yr sure die de lor.
anii way skool reopen in another 27hrs n 30mins, the first day was like prelims- n oso prelims starts a long time ago` ARGH~!! siian arh~!!
these were the picture of ytd's np thingy
~moii team~
~the goody bag~
~inside the goody bag~Friday, September 08, 2006
mornin started wif a big rush, rushing to mit up wif someone at bp interchange, somemore ytd ii nv go n iron my uniform. den the someone msg mii n tell mii mus wear skool uniform den ii was tinkin tuu myself-do ii look so dumb tt ii din noe haf tuu wear uniform- duh~!
aniiway ii was llate n ii was still guaii lan wif him`most of euu all should noe hu liao ler` den went tuu np 2gether, luckily reached dere on time, phew~den mit up wif the other 2 friends, made our way inside n we were like dummy walkin till the swimmin pool dere- den ii was like ar we goin to swim-? - so we went the wrong way, after some time we did made it tuu the destination, which was the convention centre. met our teacher dere, n waited for our skool mates dere.
around 1325 den the thingy starts den we was like inside when it was 1230 lor- ii was like wa lao eh mit so early for wat lor, bo liao ar- so ii called up some of moii friends c if dey wanna mit up llata 2nite, all was like biz, siian-rot at hm at nite- n quarrel wif tt someone, finally the thingy starts, dey told us wat we ar suppose tuu do n den sent us tuu blk 72 wher we did the mcq's n 1 structured Qns. we din't finish the paper cus ii tink the tuupid idea used by the someone isn't effective. aniiway onli 4 teams can make it so quite diffcult` after the squeezin of brain juices we went on to the refreshment part~ hmm hmm~ budden the refreshment wasn't bad bah` but sp is betta` wahahas` still can rmb the refreshment` yum yum` we went bk to the convention centre den awaits the result's, din hope much tt we will go into the semi-finals, n we din, sitin dere watchin the 4 teams battle it out was so.... boring~ actually wanted tuu go hm half way but the cert~! the someone is taking the cert~! so ii can't move off. quite sad case lor. after everyting's over, nth tuu do, so ii went hm, took a nap cus ii was damn tired probably ytd ii din haf a gd nite rest bah~
hmm, last night or ii should say 2dae ii slept at 4am, actually thought of sleepin in the mornin de when everyone wakes up den ii can sleep on the bed cus my cousin when n sleep on my sister's bed, den no choice ii gif up my bed for my sister~ so ii went n sleep on the couch- ii tink tiis week its like two-third of the time ii m sleepin on the couch, ii tink it can b my second bed liao, but it was like a nightmare sleepin on it tossin n turnin around, plus the sun burnt wa lao damn uneasy sleepin down dere.
mornin was like tired, a little ache here n dere. den mornin when online n watch bleach- n ii haf finished it, waitin for the next episode. mornin was rather borin, no ppl tuu chat tuu. anii way dere was plannin for the night tuu go bukit timah tuu play lan, but in the end it was cancelled.so another plannin was done~LOL~ the plan was to slack at jp~ dots`
anii way when dere n makan long john den go chit chat and also tuu smoke` till 10 plus den jiu go hm liao.
anii way hope 2nite can rest on a comfortable bed~
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
ytd morning was like boring to hell lor, stayed at hm and do nth except to watch bleach~! den zong yang call mii, saying tt he was bored too, den we was chatting wher to go, after a long n unintersting chat we end up no wher-! duh~! ii tink shortly after tt he called mii, tellin mii to go llan shop wif him, bernice n jieying. so ii went dere. when ii reached it was probably 1935hrs le bah. we met at the dunno wat shop ( ii tink prata shop bah). dey was hafin their dinner, ii tink, after dinner went to play pool and ii lost to zong yang. tmd~! no la, jokin niia. den went to play lan, we went in n sat at a nice 'place' after we login den problems started-the problem was we din click the game loader- we keep on goin to the counter, ii tink the person c us oso verii fan liao. den we went on a tour in the lan lap- wow~! we sua ku nv c lan lap b4, hahas... took half an hour to find 4 seats, ii was like in a corner den jie ying in the middle of my row den zong yang n bernice 2gether behind jieying. we played dota, zong yang taught jieying n bernice den ii was alone` den after his 'teaching' we went on a 2 on 2, damn lor, ii was pawn by zong yang till ii called him n __ him, cus he kept pawning my 'head'- n i meant my hero's head- he pawn jieying's hero head, she said he nt gentleman` hahas. den ii n jieying had no choice, we went n pawn bernice's hero` den her protector nv fails to dissapear~! LOL` in game niia~ we played 1 game jiu siian liao~ after tat we go eat -at dunno wat place- den we go mac smoke n chit chat till 2 plus, ii tink.we flagged cab hm, luckily got ppl sponsor. reach hm at around 0230hrs go bathe den watch 1 episode of bleach den go slp liao, cus still haf to go swiming oso~llata drown~hahas
in the morning, ii mit jasmine at 0945hrs den ii slpt till 10~! she called mii n told mii to WAKE UP~!! hahas... den ii quickly bathe n throw everything ii nid n rushed out. we met at 1100hrs den we went to buy cig n smoke. den we around 1200hrs den went inside, n tt zong yang was still yawniin at hm when we ytd agreed to mit at 1200 bcus of him~! den played at the wave pool, suddenly jasmine said she lost her glasses~ LOL siia~ so we went around lookin for it, n it was found wif some kids playin wif it-the shape of the glasses was like horrible, apparently the kids went to bend it around till it was outta shape- both of them was stun, ii was at dere like luffin-ii m so bad- after the swim we went to eat canadian pizza, after the meal, zong yang went to use the com den jasmine n ii watch tv, watch till ii slept~ when ii woke up its time to go hm.
now at hm feelin like chao ta liddat-
Sunday, September 03, 2006
ytd was like one heck of a siiao day~! everything was decided last minute, the BBQ and coming to moii hse... dots~... so lame the BBQ was like decided in the morning on the day itself... den all of moii friends r like working... den we was like verii guaii llan lor... we use the table for BBQ, cus we tink if we use the pit the food wun get cook- tis is our theory- , den after the BBQ the floor beside the pit was like hafin a chunk of prawn shells- tis wasn't my doing-, ii verii good de, ii throw on the grass, cus biodegradable~! hahas... c the soil is thus fertilsed- tis iis all my doing, the government should thanx mii siia, ii save so many resources- hahas... den we sat down and drink some liquor, den jus a few silp den my whole face and bodii was like all red~ boo~ luckily some wanna play mahjong so all nv get drunk~ den come 'my hse' and play mahjong till morning 6 plus...
den after, ii send them down to hail cab, and then come back hm liao den still nt tired... ii go online awhile den msn someone...
woo~ den at like 7plus liddat ii was like damn tired le... go slp till 12 plus wake up den go online den 4 plus when to slp again till 6 plus 7 liddat...
den wake up c the person at the com desk den my msn also signed out, ii was like wa lao y anii how sign out~! but on the othe hand ii was asleep, so can't blame, den ii was like haben tok to her for the day b4 liao, jus b cus of her attitude... den when she ask mii things ii was like jus nod or shake my head... den she said : y everytime tok to you- you nv smile de... for wat smile everytime siiao siiao one... treat mii as dunno wat shit~! ii relii dunno y ii last time go and put iin so much effort to help her... but nvm, ii didn't regret it... so nw ii jus wash my hands off her... anii way tis wun affect my holidays
woo~ hoildays ller~! budden after the hoildays still got prelims, siian siia...
~wishiin ii wun haf tuu stay in the hse for the hoildays
Saturday, September 02, 2006
damn... everytime liddat de... use the com den nv tell ppl hu r using it b4... pls la... haf the basic courtesy la ask la... den wat's ur mouth for~! everytime liddat lehh~! ii had enough~! so wat you haf ur problems, so wat you dun like living wif her, den tat gifs you the right-? everyone has their problem de loh, nt onli you OK~!! the world doesn't onli revolves around you OK~!! it revolves around everyone of us hor... nw great can't watch my bleach liao... tat's y ii hate it around here~ like no sense of privacy de... everytime msn den at dere like watching show liddat... den sometimes ii speak oso wrong... ok... everyting you r rite, i m wrong... hw ii wish ii can leave tis place... ii was like everytime wanna stay outside of this place~! if onli ii haf a another place to go, ii wun go dere, so ii wun haf to go through all tis nonsense~! so freakin rubbish... dunno y my sis can tolerate her sia... tiis was like my maximum treshold... and when ii was angry liao den come and say sorrii... got wat use sia... if sorrii got cure den wats's the use of police~! go kill other ppl liao den say sorrii to their kin la... c they can they 4gif ma...
haiis... den ii was like broke for the past few daes~!! sorrii ii wasn't able to buy for both of you gifts... ii m sorrii...
yet another horrible day~!! kill mii bah~!!